Thursday, January 04, 2007

i guess i'll never understand men, or the fact that they have "too much love to give" or that monogamy is not in their nature; therefore highly reducing the possibility that i'll ever meet and fall deeply and passionately with any one from their species.

it scares me that i'm using the word "men", because as of 2007, i am 21 freaking years old. well not officially until october, but still.

oh, my, god.

the sister had her first day at tampines jc today, i'm so excited for her lah, a whole new beginning hehe.

really glad i met wu yesterday after months of not contacting him, or well rather, avoiding him; because i thought he was creating havoc in my girlfriends' lives after i introduced them to him. and i was just too goddamn embarrassed, annoyed, irritated, whatever to meet him after what he did and to my friends at that. but well, after a drink at starbucks, many sticks of cigarettes and listening to his side of the story, i must say we have our friendship back on track. really glad we did it at the beginning of the new year lah (:

new year's countdown was spent at zouk, which, by any other account, wasn't too bad if not for the fact that both my girls lost their phones that night, and that i didn't get as high as i wanted to.

before entering zouk.



graceyu loves me!

the hall people - weiliang, kahyan, lester. i'm feeling kind of bad towards them because there were too many friends around so i was basically fluttering from group to group.


on the dancefloor - graceyu whose blocked by yours truly haha, me, geannie, jingyuan, jianlun.


geannie's friends from SIM who we were supposed to join after zouk for more drinks at a hotel room they booked. read: supposed to. interestingly, i was quite damn sober after everything when we left zouk at around 6am. AH. not high at all lah.

school's reopening in what, four days, and that sucks. i still want to slack at home and watch all the tv i want and go out all i want leh. sigh. i've completely lost my momentum for school, i haven't even been keeping up with the latest political or economic news or whatever. AH! pray that this sem will be fun though, busy and stressed is still ok, i just want to be able to have fun while at it.

oh fuck, seriously, i so do not need this. i will not do what i was so sure of myself that i'll never do, i will not be your clandestine affair.

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