flowers in the attic

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i'm happy because my nails are newly painted a glossy black, i had dinner at jurong point's long john, and i bummed around in ming's room talking with the guys from 45 for over an hour after coming back from jp (:

but wahlao, i just realise need to do this 105 assignment which is due this week. completely slipped my mind la. it's only the third week of school and there's so many things to do already! very sian leh :( and all i'm doing for the past hour is surfing friends', acquaintances' and strangers' blogs. hai, i really cannot stay in hall man, no discipline.

dinner was with nesh and nad; at first i thought it would be slightly awkward but it wasn't too bad, and later alone with nad i thought the conversation flowed pretty darn well. it's little moments like this that make me fall head over heels in love with personal, two-people-only conversations again. chatting in a group is different from chatting one-to-one, and sometimes the latter is so much more fulfilling; although i have started sticking much to the former because of a fear of small talk that sprung up since don't know when.

you know, talking with the guys from 45 is really damn fun and entertaining. guys can be quite the bitch too, haha. and i found out so many things, talked about both serious and light-hearted stuff, and right now i'm feeling more at peace with myself. yes, i don't really give much of a damn about you anymore, boy.

❤ enhui, 2:42 AM 0 comments