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"My favourite thing
is to go where
I've never been."
- Diane Arbus
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it seems like i can not do anything right, right now. i am looking at my phone every other minute, and with each glance i ask myself the same unanswerable question, what have i gotten myself in to? this is too disconcerting for me to take, everything isn't suppose to end up like this, nothing is. i know that when the sun comes out everything will be okay again because i won't allow myself to feel the same way, i won't allow you to influence how i feel and what i feel. but tell me now, goddamnit, why the fuck am i feeling like this right now? i am not going to say that i hate you, because what i want to feel towards you right now is nothing at all.
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a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo