flowers in the attic

Sunday, January 07, 2007

[ january 11th-blogger's been down forever, it would be a miracle if this post which i wrote on sunday before school started gets published. updated: it's published! (: ]

just reached hall with a truckload of items to unpack. i feeling damn sian lah can. don't wanna start school, don't wanna stay outside of home 5 days a week, don't wanna this, don't wanna that. haha. HAI. i miss my mommy and the sister and the daddy lah.

i don't wanna see some people, don't wanna do some things; but on the other hand i also wanna see some people and also wanna do some things - like get into the swing of projects and assignments and get in sync. but. HAI.

bad enough that school's starting when i just wanna sleep 12 hours a day; what makes it worse is that so many things have changed. people have split up, others have gotten together, some have moved out of hall, still others have changed block or changed hall.

DID I MENTION THAT MY LECTURES FOR THIS SEM IS AT 8.30AM EVERY FREAKING MORNING EXCEPT THURSDAY?

AH i'm just in this ultra sulky and i-don't-want-anything-to-happen mood la ):

and i still have my clothes and books to unpack, and then have to do something that have been dragged on only for too long - have to face it sooner or later anyhow, so might as well do it tonight before sem officially starts tomorrow, no? before emotions and meetings get too awkward to handle and conversation is stifled. HAI.

i hope everything will turn out fine, and i know it will la; i'm just emo now, which is really quite rare la (:

and i really must get my ass back to church every sunday, parents been nagging and i know i miss that sort of fellowship that only christian friends can give. so, YES, must go back church.

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