i've got tons of work to do and all i can think of is clothes (haven't gotten any for chinese new year yet) and getting a new haircut and 21st birthdays and my pretty nails (it's a glam dark red now!) and about the decision i made that at first i thought was right, then wrong, then right again.
had catwalk training the other day and it's so fun! gonna be walking for this fashion parade as an opening show for hall. initially was having second thoughts cause like i've never done such a thing before and i'll be so damn paiseh, but then, just do it la. haha.
so. at least now i know (or have always known) that time will do its thing - just wait out when i'm uncertain about anything at all, cause time will do its thing.
it always does (:
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo