once in awhile figments of what was, and what could and would have, drift into my consciousness. a faint tinge of regret and what-ifs still linger, but it is no more than a distant memory and dissipates quickly. i never wanted life to be mundane; never wanted life to be dramatic. the events that occurred, i might never revisit; yet it is enough to know that i've gone through them, and i'll be glad i got through them.
speech today was bad. my topic was on alcohol, and as refreshing as it was because i was the only person doing that topic for my tutorial, and i was actually promoting drinking alcohol, i was freaking nervous la. hell, i've never liked to speak in front of an audience. but what to do, it'll be an entire semester of the module so i had better get it right.
at least i have gotten it over and done with, what's left is studying for the two quizzes, 105 interview and 816 biblio. hey, when you break it down like that, it does seem rather manageable afterall. now all i got to do is just to make sure i actually attend most of my lectures.
just in case you have forgotten how i look,
i wasn't acting cute, i was just trying to show off my nicenice nails; i swear it looks much better up close and live (:
and because i was bored, 
sunflowers in my hostel room; i got the flowers and the vase from ikea. don't you just love ikea, they sell everything. and! i think my photography skills rock ass. HAHA.
