i wish i can drink myself silly and forget about all my cares and worries.
if you want to know, my life's pretty screwed up right now. everything is at an all-time low, and i mean everything - schoolwork, lovelife (or the lack of), health (i'm gaining them kilos and not doing anything about it), extra-curricular activities (it is so fucked up i don't even want to start thinking about it), money (which i'm in serious lack of, i rather have the moolah over love anytime though). i'm cancelling any appointments for the next few days, i'm losing my optimism and zest, and i don't want school to start. the amount of schoolwork and revision that i've touched during this recess week amounts to zero, nada, zilch. well done, grace chen. i deserve a pat on my back. not.
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo