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"My favourite thing
is to go where
I've never been."
- Diane Arbus
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if i ever collapse and die for no apparent reason, it would be because of the deadly combination of not knowing how to say no (and the many things that result from that) and bad, like really bad, time management.
i wanted to spend my whole night studying for 105 quiz last night, but guess what? after dinner we headed to the music room cause i will be playing the keyboard while alan sings for the upcoming hall event, so want to practise for abit. we say we'll stay till 11pm, and we stayed, and i played, and we stayed till bloody 2am.
come up already, okay now i really must study, end up after i came back from bathing, hansel was talking to the neighbour, and before i knew it, hansel and i were chatting till like 3.30am (when the roomie came back from clubbing).
by then i was too bloody tired to do any studying lah, plus 105 is a killer (i swear i'll never be majoring in communication research, thankyou very much). so of course i went to sleep.
right now i'm just too overwhelmed and fatigued by everything i feel like collapsing anyway. i'm even considering not bothering about 816 lab report lah. ugh.
only saving grace of this week is that i'm done with the second speech, and if i may say so myself, i think i did relatively better than the first time, and improved quite abit!
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo