i very sad lah i really very sad :(
everything's gonna be very very different next sem already, and if there's one thing you should know about me, it's that i'm one damn sentimental and nostalgic person.
people are changing hall, moving back home, changing roomies, changing room.............
second thing you should know? that i hate changes, and i cannot adapt to changes. i resist changes :( well, mostly changes that i cannot control :((
i had so much fun at dinner just now. i hate to think that it will not be this easy to hang out next sem anymore. i hate to think about it, but i'm thinking about it and so i'm damn fucking sad lah.
you know, the least i can do for me, is perhaps to quit thinking so much about the future and cherish now for what it is.
i think so much about how different the future will be and that takes out alot of fun from now.
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo