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"My favourite thing
is to go where
I've never been."
- Diane Arbus
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sometimes i think that maybe we are not alive after all, maybe all this that i'm seeing and feeling and touching is a long dream while i'm in coma, a vegetable patient. that in my comatose state, my mind conjures up all these images of having a life and actually having relationships with people. like in the matrix where neo lives out another life in his mind, while he's just lying there motionless. or, other times, when i'm crossing a road i think that maybe i've been knocked down by a car and my body is lying there in a pool of blood, but my spirit, my soul continues walking across the road; horrifed pedestrians gasp and stare at my broken bloodied body while i walk on thinking about what to do when i get home.
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo