"i'm scared, you know? i'm scared. that is probably everything i'm feeling. if i don't seem to care enough, or ask enough, or do enough, or want enough; don't take offense, alright? it's not you, it's me. for precisely the lack of is my defense mechanism."
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo