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"My favourite thing
is to go where
I've never been."
- Diane Arbus
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that was a nice coincidence, and i like my newly manicured nails. i figured i don't make sense here anymore, so i might as well continue. they're playing really random music on radio right now but right now is a pretty random timing anyway. i'm pretty hyped up for school and getting into the swing of projects and assignments and readings, and i like this new version of internet explorer. the tv in my room is black-and-white and it's kind of cool in an old romantic vintage way. the ants they come crawling as soon as you drop any crumbs of food or spill any bit of sweetened water. i love my parents so much, i know they love me much more than i can even imagine; the things they do for me, and the way i treat them sometimes, i ought to slap myself which would be probably the lightest punishment. i'm feeling like i cannot move, but i'm trusting in God even now and i know He's always been there for me and will be, still. i don't care if people think religion is just for peace of mind, i don't really bother if people think what they think. i'm missing a few people, and i hope things are going well for them, and i secretly hope they think of me a little sometimes too. things are going to get better, they're already getting. i'm glad my mondays are free, i'm glad i have friends who have entered this year, i'm glad and i'm grateful, and i only hope i can fall asleep easier.
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo