i've been watching TV the whole of yesterday my eyes hurt.
and every that time of the month, i get into a love-hate relationship with myself.
i seldom get stomach cramps, but i'll get like really cranky and have really extreme moodswings. and i'll snap really easily, and get pissed off at the slightest thing.
i honestly don't know which is worst (cramps or moodswings).
to top that off, i won't give two hoots about how i look - messy hair, the dullest clothes, no make-up or whatever, and just laze around the entire day.
and those are the better days.
i will be glad if i don't go on a self-bashing tirade like grace you suck, you're so pathetic and miserable, which might be true on some days but at least i don't admit it, you see.
anyhow. subject registration this afternoon turned out to be pretty successful!
i was so afraid it would end up like last semester where i spent the entire afternoon emailing and calling up the school, and clicking and refreshing that damned page just to see if, by any stroke of luck, there would be vacancies. but well, all's good. i think i tried to be more kiasu, which i think helped. HAHA.
town and either Stardust or Enchanted with the sister tomorrow!
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo