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"My favourite thing
is to go where
I've never been."
- Diane Arbus
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i know people always say that change is the one constant, but i've never felt the impact of change so starkly-
friends my age are getting married, i just did my first two cover letters, friends become too busy to meet up or chat on msn, friends drift apart because of different priorities and different paths in life-do we not have anything to talk about anymore or are we just not making the effort to?, friends are flying abroad, i'm no longer staying in hall and i accept that, except that when the bus passes by the hostels in school i wonder why is it i don't feel anymore-am i too busy to think or have i blocked out memories of the past two years in hall?, i now have someone to account to, and he to me and i am glad for that, i'm slowly but surely getting more freedom to drive my parents' car out alone, friends my age are getting hospitalised for serious conditions and suddenly the illusion of being young and carefree and impervious to anything is shattered.
and you would know that i for one, resist changes so damn much.
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo