flowers in the attic

Thursday, January 22, 2009

i'm feeling really ugly these days.

#1, my contacts are contaminated so the doc said not to wear them for the next 10 days (or, "the longer the better", he says). so it's back to good ol' specs for the next 10 days or more.

#2, i'm having an OUTBREAK on my face :( complexion's getting from bad to worst. and just before chinese new year too! what luck.

#3,my hair is taking forever to grow. i wanna try long hair at least once but my hair seems to be perpetually stuck at its current length.

#4, the bane of every girl's existance (actually my sis and i concluded the other day that FRINGE is the bane of every girl's existance but that's another story)- FATS. i'm getting fat and i'm not doing anything about it! the horror. the sport shoes i bought a few months ago have only been used once or at the very most, twice; and now sits patiently on the rack waiting to be worn.

#5, i'm running out of office wear, and i've yet to go CNY shopping!

SIGH.

someone teach me how to feel good from the inside out? i know it's much healthier to feel good regardless of how you look but oh i'm only human, and a girl at that. knowing that one looks good can really boosts one's morale.

but anyway, i still got a boy (and a God) who loves me regardless of how shitty and crappy i look/feel. HAHA :D

and yes i was feeling extremely shitty and down yesterday, but thank God for liecong and zhiwei for both of your listening ears and prayers, and of course, jonnie for listening to my whinings the whole day and taking time to drop by even though you were so tired.

and, it's Thursday today! one more day to TGIF, some last minute CNY shopping with jonnie tomorrow and a long CNY weekend ahead :)

❤ enhui, 9:51 AM 7 comments