❤
"My favourite thing
is to go where
I've never been."
- Diane Arbus
❤
the sister's gone for nbs camp, and i've been living in the past a little more than i should these past few days.
i read somewhere that you should never regret the choices that you've made - but rather to look back and appreciate them, 'cos at that time you probably felt it was the right/best choice to make. of course, this shouldn't include heinous crimes like murder and whatever, but of everyday decisions made five years ago that still have you mulling over day and night.
i hate mulling over actions/decisions that can't be undone, but apparently i have been doing alot of mulling these past few days (and especially nights).
school is reopening in, what, 2 weeks time (!!) and i'm half-excited, half-hoping i have another whole month of holidays to play around with, half-nervous because this final year will pass by in a blink of an eye (oh wait, that should have been 1/3 instead of half, but whatever) and I DON'T WANT TO GRADUATE. the working world scares/bores the hell outta me :(
digressing, cuteness is when on the other night, the parents said goodnight at about 11.20pm and entered their bedroom, only to emerge again 10 minutes later and sat on the massage chair beside me on the sofa. (actually, only my mom did, my dad went to cut some pineapples.)
reason being since my sister was away at camp, they were "scared you one person lonely" - direct translation from chinese. that would have been totally sweet and cute of them if only i wasn't watching Deuce Bigalow, Male Gigalo which was showing on Ch 5 then. how very irrelevant and inappropriate!
but anyway, THANK YOU MOMMY & DADDY. xoxo.
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo