the apprehension that is slowly creeping into me and the anxiety that i'm feeling is, at this moment, too much to bear. just today i had an epiphany about several things, all of which feels like a blocked tunnel in my mind's eye has been cleared and i can finally see the light of day; as with all epiphanies do. all i need now, though, is enlightenment on how to write a sonnet and two poems all in one day (because it's already 2.30 a.m now and i want to sleep and not think about a-b-a-b c-d-c-d).
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a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo