i just need to let this roll off my back and get this off my chest, hopefully soon enough everything will be back to normal. we are all humans after all, yes! meanwhile, maybe i could afford a little guilty indulgence.
in other news, I REALLY NEED TO CATCH UP WITH MY WORK. i am so dead for creative writing (which i'm planning to s/u anyway but still). the other day at the airport proved fruitless for me when all i did was copy some spanish and spent the remainder of my time surfing aimlessly on the Internet. seriously i think the Internet is the bane of our existence. it can take up so much of my time with useless, unnecessarily things which does not help me in anyway, such as learning new vocab like "shingz".
and i need to stop thinking about l4d as well, i'm this close to being addicted - i can't stop thinking about shooting zombies in the head and throwing molotovs at tanks and witches and of "fire in the hole!", damn.
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo