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"My favourite thing
is to go where
I've never been."
- Diane Arbus
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it doesn't feel like it's all gonna be over soon because of all these project and essay deadlines mounting up on me. i really feel very heartpain that i cannot immerse myself properly in this last week of school to enjoy the last moments without thinking at the back of my mind that i want to get these deadlines over and done with. DIE DEADLINES DIE. it feels like i'm betraying myself by wishing that school will be over, and then i know that i will regret that i didn't cherish the last week more. even right now my mind is on that freaking individual presentation that i have to make this coming Thurs which i am SO ill-prepared for. urgh. being in communications for these 4 years doesn't seem to be enough for me to do a presentation on singapore's mass media's political role without much effort. and then i read about that garden gnome achievement in l4d2 and i'm itching to try it out but i don't think i will get to do that with wild abandon anytime soon, at least not until 5 may. which also marks the unofficial end of my schooling life, ever. very, very sad. and then i'm reading (for the umpteenth time) adrian tan's convo speech and watching some guy's rather inspiring graduation speech on average being the new unique and i'm already feeling prematurely nostalgic. rah i'm rambling here so i shall go and maybe sleep, or maybe i shall go mull over that pain of a presentation. kthksbye and goodnight.
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a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo