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"My favourite thing
is to go where
I've never been."
- Diane Arbus
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i wish i could wax lyrical about how fantabulous my post-examination days have been but truth is it has been a little rough.
my beloved iPhone took a dive in the toilet bowl and drowned, my parents' car died on me at ikea's carpark and there are decisions to be made. all of which makes for a not so worry-free holiday that i had wished for but! i'm over that wallowing in self-pity and misery period and the only way after you have hit rock bottom is up.
a personality quiz i did sometime ago said that whenever i face emotional situations i would either let out every last ounce of emotion or shut myself up completely. and how right it is, the past week following the tragic demise of my iPhone saw myself not saying anything much on Facebook or Twitter which were usually my venting outlets of frustration, or even whining much to friends. thanks then, to Jon, who bore much of the brunt of my self-pity and grouses :)
and thinking about it, the holidays hasn't been all that bad either - i caught several movies like Ip Man 2, Iron Man 2, Kick Ass and Robin Hood all in a matter of days; headed to jb with Jon for cheap food and a movie in celebration of our second year; attended Filament with the guys (sorry rachel i couldn't make it for the second night!); worked several days at ntu's HSS with the sister and earning a few hundreds; finally met up with a few jc friends for good food at bedok 85; and then with secondary school friends at simpang bedok; and spent the last few nights in hall (will really miss the quiet and solitude).
have also been embarking on Project Bedroom in a bid to dejunk and prettify my bedroom a little, amidst arranging meetups with friends, watching lots of movies online, brushing up on my Malay and Spanish; and currently, preparing for HK among other things (countdown: 4 more days!). also must start exercising - jogging, gyming, swimming, cycling, the works; to shed all these excess fats i have accumulated through these four years of undergraduate life!
...
a wild flower dies
where it blooms
so let me be
a wild flower
its death shall be
the fading of beauty
-suchoon mo