it's 4 am and i can't sleep.
probably cos i slept too much today... today was one of those days where nothing went right no matter what i said or did.
and what do i do when i have one of these days? i sleep... regardless of whether i am feeling tired or not, or what time of the day it is, provided i'm home of course.
because when you sleep, you don't feel.
ah but the side effects are that right now i'm wide awake. oh well.
i was at ntu last week to accompany jon for his lessons and pretend to be a student again since i had nothing better to do.
and oh, that wave of nostalgia that hit me as i alighted at pioneer and took the bus to school. really, if you haven't already known by now, it's that i'm too damn sentimental for my own good, and i really can't let go easily.
but the trip last week made me realise that, if i want to reminisce and be sentimental... there's just too much to reminisce about, if you know what i mean. every corner has its own story and memories, i can't possibly reminisce enough. and the best thing to do is really, just to let go and move on. i didn't even went back to wkwsci 'cos partly there wasn't enough time and partly, isn't it enough that i hold these memories dear in my heart? i don't need to constantly return physically to a place to feel sentimental or wax lyrical about it.
there was a bazaar going on and i went alittle crazy shopping at student rates. and of course...one of the big reasons for my going back to ntu was of course the cheap and good food ;)
and isn't it unfair that only after i leave ntu did they have my favorite bandung milkcurd at can 2?? i could have walked over from hall 9 and dabao for my supper everytime last time la sigh....
